Some time god breaks us and allow us to break to hit rock bottom so he can shape us into the people he is calling us to be. Don’t bother what other think about yourself. Just believe in god and always do the right. Because only god who always be there with you and have a faith in our ability. You can’t change how people treat with you or what they say about you all you can change how you real in matters of truth and justice, there is no difference between large and small problems, for issue concerning the treatment of people are all the same.